Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Thankful for Prayer :D

So if you are my family or one of my besties, you know I got this annoying worry wart gene passed down to me from my dad ha Sometimes, it is a real pain in the tushy!!! Earlier this week, I found something to stress over about Kensi for when she gets older, and I was losing sleep, and doing tons of research online(NEVER a good idea), and was just letting the worry take over my life. Brian has learned to deal with it, and I think finds it amusing, but I didn't find too much humor in it when I was losing sleep ha Finally a couple of days ago, I got down on my knees and prayed. It was a long 30 minute prayer, with me crying my eyes out and just in a glass case of emotion. The whole time I was praying, it was just like Heavenly Father was right there with me, just pattin' me on the back saying kiddo everything is just fine-- you have nothin' to worry about. The first time, I thought this, I was like it's all in my head because that's what I want so horribly bad, but throughout this LONG prayer, there was just something...or someone telling me--Kelsey, Kensi is going to be just fine-- you have nothing to worry about--she's not going to get it... even now thinking of that night... I am teary eyed, and just sooooo thankful for the power of prayer. And when there is no one else to turn to, to talk about your problems with, he is just a kneel and a prayer away. And if you are willing to listen, he will answer your prayers. I know sometimes it is not immediate, but on that night, during that prayer, I know in my heart, without a doubt he was answering my prayers immediately. And the spirit in the living room was just like a big giant hug and happiness and relief. I love my Heavenly Father. I love my religion. I love prayer... especially prayer. It has been the one thing I have had to turn to in many times of my life...and He is always there for me. I know I am going on and on, but I was just overwhelmed with gratitude this week for the answer I was given. And for the peace of mind I have now. There's my lil preaching for tonight!!! Toodles for now!!!

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