I Lied :/

Ok, so I know I said I was done blogging... but I need an outlet today... and this is my only place to do it.

I am soooooooo baby hungry... you have no idea :/ My lil Kensi is well...not a baby anymore... she's an adorable toddler... atleast that's what I'm saying because she is in way too much trouble to be a sweet innocent baby ha And I am just longing for another kiddo.

I am frustrated because it was so easy to get pregnant with her. Not that we have been trying REALLY hard, but it's not like we were trying not to get pregnant. And it just hasn't happened. I was so excited yesterday, because I was 3 days late and showing alot of signs as pregnancy and took a test and it big letters "NOT PREGNANT"... it broke my heart.... and today my monthly visitor dropped by. This is the first month we have really tried so I know it will take some time, but there is nothing worse than thinking you are and then really... you are not. I know Heavenly Father has my plan set out and maybe he knows better. But it's so frustrating when ya want something so bad, and you really have no control of it.

I've been in a really bummer mood today, and took out my frustrations on Bri which I really shouldn't do, and it was prob a lil bit of the fact I am having my girly time, but I think most of it is, I am truly sad.

Well, that's all-- now this is out there and I finally had a way of letting out my sadness and frustration and shedding a few tears along with it. Maybe next month will be the lucky month :D

Here's to hopin'

Toodles Ya'll!!

Howdy ya'll!! I have recently decided I am done with the whole blogging thing.... all of my pictures I put on facebook and all of my things I want now go on pinterest... and so everything else, I feel is just a big long bragging post. And I don't wanna come across as one of those people that try to brag about everything and I feel that's what MOST(not all) blogs are. Writing isn't my thing anyways, so I'm sure the blog world will be happy to say toodles to me as well!!! So Toodle-oo ya'll!!! It was real...it was fun... but it wasn't REAL fun!! hahaha

Decorating Fun!!!

Bri-guy was nice enough to give me my birthday money a teensy weensy bit early so I could get our house cute for Kensi's big wing-dinger of a party!!! Look at these cute lil knick knacks I got!!!!

My first floral arrangement I have ever done... and my fav: BIRDS!!!!

Just these 4 lil things helped liven up my black and white no color house!!!! Can't wait to decorate more!!! :D

My Lil Helper!!! :D

Today, I have been trying to get all of the laundry clean so I can start packing for our New Orleans month long trip. Better to start early on the packing than a lil too late, and since I'm packing for three people now... I figure now is as good of time as any to start. Well, I had a little helper doing my laundry today. And boy is she a cute lil helper too!!! Maybe Kensi will love doing laundry like her MiMi :D

After all that hard work, Kensi needed a lil movie to relax, so we popped in Beauty and the Beast!!! She loved it and loved playing with all of her toys too!!! :D
So glad I have my lil Kensi Cute to help make my days better!!! Toodles ya'll :D

Kensi's 1st Birthday Party!!!!

So since Kensi, me, and Bri-guy will be on airplane to the big easy on her birthday for a party with my parents and lil sister... we had her birthday this past Saturday!! We did a Doggy party since puppies are her most favorite thing in the world.... and she just wishes CoCo(my sister's lil pup) and Daisy would just let her snuggle the crud out of them!!! ha I made HOMEMADE invitations with my golden gram and a lil Happy Birthday Banner...and also a Kensi Scrapbook shrine on our corkboard and also spent a lil too much money on her birthday party(may be in a lil bit of trouble with Brian....oops), but I think it turned out way way cute!!!

All of my cousins who are Kensi's besties came... and I feel special because my cousin Payt,my buddy, chose to come to a one year old birthday party over date night with all of his buds and hott gals :D Kensi scored lots of cute toys and books...and even Beauty and the Beast from her Aunt Madi and Uncle David!!! There was lots of puppy themed food(puppy chow, hot dogs, dog bone shaped sugar cookies) and of course there was a yummy cake!!!!

One for all of us to eat and my Golden Gram made a dang cute cake for Kensi to destroy!!!! Which surprisingly, Kensi didn't do. She was a very dainty clean eater and didn't make a mess at all. ha It looked like she had picked a perfect lil piece out of the cake!!!

I think she had a pretty good lil birthday party all in all and the partying is going to continue this weekend!!!!

Here are some pics!!! Real quick sad story about the pics:
I had taken the flash off a few days earlier to take pics of the birthday invite and totally spaced that I had turned it off!! I didn't notice when I was taking pics of the decor so I handed the camera to my sister and Bri to take pics of her opening her presents. Talk about a tragedy... the flash was off and most the pics are blurry and we didn't get any of her blowing out her candle. Thank goodness for my golden gram who takes as many pics as me and is going to let me make a cd of hers. But until I get the good ones, here are some pics...even if they are a smidge blurry :D

Toodles ya'll for now :D

Family Pics!!!

A few weeks ago, I had my Aunt Natalie take some family pics of us and I LOVE them all :D She does such a good job and I'm so glad my sister, Mads let me borrow her cowGIRL boots!!!! Here are some of my favorites :D :D :D

Toodle-oo yall :D

Kensi's Birthday is just around the corner!!!

So Kensi's birthday is just a month away... SOOOOOOOOO... I've been pickin' out her presents she's going to get!! They are all so cute and I needed a place to save them sooo VOILA... here they are on our blog :D :D :D How cute are lil girls toys seriously?!?!?!

Lil Baby Buggy to help her walk and to push her dolls around!!!

Tea Party Set--the teapot sings whenever you tip it!!!! So So Cute and she LOVES it each time we go look at toys :D



Her favorite--a puppy!! That barks when ya pull on its leash-- she also loves this everytime we look at toys :D

A gal can never have too many dolls!!! These are her favorite so she's gettin this lil cutie to push around in the stroller :D
Of course she has to get a Disney movie... and this is one of my favorites :D

Lastly, she's gotta get a book for her birthday too-- soooo this lil puppy one is the winner!!! It has 3 stories in it and I loved reading these books to Rylie Roo when she was itty bitty!!!!

Ahhh... I SOOOO cannot wait to wrap these for her and give them to her on her special birthday!!!! Now... to just get the party planned :D :D :D Wish me luck!!!!!

Kensi is 11 Months!!!! Wowza :D

My lil baby gal is just growin' up way too stinkin' fast!! She turned 11 months today--- cannot believe that in just a month, she will be a one year old!!!

So what's Kensi up to???
She is crawling EVERYWHERE!!!

Her favorite toy is the tv stand-- dumping out all the dvd's and cd's is so much more fun than any other toy. :D She loves her baby doll... she gives it a bazillion kisses!!! She says mama all the time-- sometimes it is just mom now :D She loves swimming-- her favorite swim buddy?? DADDY of course!!! She says dada!!! Cutest is when Bri came home one day and she saw him and did a HUGE smile and said "dada". She is still obsessed with all puppies, which is why she's going to have a puppy birthday party!!

We are DONE with formula!!! She loves mac n cheese, hot dogs, and chicken nuggets!!! Typical kid food I guess!!! ha Don't worry... I feed her healthy stuff too-- these are just her favs!!! ha She is super smiley....still... and she is a talker... She is VERY loud-- I cannot talk on the phone if she is up-- people can't hear me over her!! Which reminds me...she is still a fan of talking to MiMi on the phone...every day!!! She gives kisses out like candy and now hugs when she is sleepy!!! She loves music... she will dance... not jokin... she rocks back and forth to the beat!!! Future dancer like her mommy and aunt Ryland maybe?!?!?! She plays all the time and is into EVERYTHING!!!!

She's a fan of walks--- she does happy screams and laughs the whole way!!! We love her more and more every day :D I honestly do not know what we would do without our Lil Miss Kensington!!! :D Happy 11 months munchkin-- Mommy, Daddy, and Daisy LOVE you :D